I'm someone, and no one.
Young and old.
Weird and wonderful.
Friendly, but a procrastinator.

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It’s always you. No matter how hard I try, or how far I stray - it’s you.

How hard I yell or how it burns, how sad you look and how broken that makes me. It’s in that glance you cast across the room - how you know. You just know, and I hate it and I love you.

I can’t hide from you. I want few things more than to be a mystery and a stranger, to forsake you of that and your grip on my heart. I want to cleanse myself of your fingerprints and the tattoos they’ve left on my flesh. On my heart.

I want to be no one. I want you to mean less. I want it to be the way everyone says it should be.

But we can’t. And they don’t know.

You’re this big part of me. You are a part of me. You make up pieces of my being and fit into parts of my self that I gave to you so long ago - I evolved to fit you. I wouldn’t work without those pieces of myself. Of you.

I don’t regret you, or any of it. I can’t and I won’t. But we’re not friends.

I can’t love you the way I do, and know you the way I feel, and be your friend.

I’m not sure what just happened.

I’m a very selective viewer - I watch a small hand full of shows religiously, maybe 4, and a couple sporadically. I’m not easily sucked in, and i’m a very take-it-ot-leave-it kinda gal.

So, when I heard people chattering about ‘Orphan Black’ last year, i was like - nup, don’t need that. Science fiction-y thriller drama? Who needs that? It can’t be that good.

I was wrong.

I started a day ago and finished over coffee this morning.

Holy shit.

Just popped in briefly,

& noticed that my likes essentially consist of bed linen, tea and witty quotes about sex. 

I’m not sure what this says about me. 

Yumi Stynes and George Negus -

Disgraceful. Pitiful. Pathetic. Think first, before you speak.

Regardless of your personal opinions of war, and whether or not you believe it or any war should be fought - a person who is willing and committed to sacrificing themselves for the sake of others, is a person who deserves nothing more than the utmost respect. 

Ben Roberts-Smith is a brave, selfless man. A hero.

Have some respect.